Early in the mornin', I still get a little bit nervous

Fightin' my anxiety constantly, I try to control it

Even when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spin (ah, ah)

Hurts when I remember, and I never wanna feel it again

Don't know if you get it

'Cause I can't express how thankful I am (ah, ah)

That you were always with me

When it hurts, I know that you'd understand

I don't wanna lose control

Nothin' I can do anymore

Tryin' every day when I hold my breath

Spinnin' out in space, pressin' on my chest

I don't wanna lose control

Sometimes I still think it's comin', but I know it's not

Tryin' to breathe in and then out, but the air gets caught

'Cause even though I'm older now and I know how to shake off the past (ah, ah)

I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holdin' my hand

I don't wanna lose control

Nothin' I can do anymore

Tryin' every day when I hold my breath

Spinnin' out in space, pressin' on my chest

I don't wanna lose control

I need you to know

I would never be this strong without you

You've seen how I grow

You took all my doubts, 'cause you were home

I don't wanna lose control

There's nothin' I can do anymore

I don't wanna lose (I don't wanna lose) control, oh, oh-oh

Nothin' I can do anymore (anymore), anymore

Tryin' every day when I hold my breath

Spinnin' out in space, pressin' on my chest (pressin' on my chest)

I don't wanna lose control